Why are we blogging?

Wednesday Apr 6 2005

DespairWarning: personal rant ahead...

Today I got a whopping 136 unique visitors on this . Of these 136 the majority came from people who are using Pivot templates that I've created for the public domain and a lot of Google searches. It made me reflect upon everything for a moment and wonder: Why are we ? Why are we actually bothering. Specifically: Why am I?

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Last week I had a whole week minus one day off. I spent almost the entire period to create the new design you are currently looking at. In fact I was hoping I might finally manage to get featured at CSS Vault, StyleGala, Unmatched Style or any of the other CSS showcase sites on the net. It didn't happen. Of course I ended up with a really nice design that a lot of people really like but the goal I had in mind before starting the biggest weblog design job I've done so far was miserably missed. The ball didn't even hit the bar. Maybe my foot even missed the ball. We'll never know. Why I failed I have no clue. Maybe a real designer can respond and let me know why it doesn't cut the cake. I myself fail to understand.

Then there's the writing. I write on several blogs. This one is just one of them. On my Dutch blog I've written a whole collection of short stories* which take quite a lot of time to write as you may know if you've ever tried so yourself. I think only a handful of people have ever read them. On this blog I've written some articles that could be of interest but again: hardly anybody is noticing them.

Then there's the coding. I have created several critically acclaimed Pivot extensions among which the Pivot Blacklist and the Taggerati plugin are the most well known ones. Especially the blacklist is being used by hundreds, if not thousands of people with Pivot weblogs. Finally there's the three themes for Pivot that are on Pivot Styles that I've created and are quite widely used as well. They are Craftsmanship, The Writer and the recently released 'Slick' template. All of these efforts contain links to the weblog you're currently reading...

Despite all these efforts in the field of free PHP software, design templates and writings ... I got a whopping 136 unique today. Of which the majority... well you know the rest. It makes me really wonder about the question what it is why we're actually blogging. There are Dutch girls that write in Dutch about the daily ongoings in their life who receive double, triple, quadruple or even more times the amount I just mentioned. They didn't release any software, designs or whatsoever and they're writing for the tiny audience of Dutch speaking internet users. Also they're just writing down what happened the other day and aren't engaging in real proza or topical article-like material.

So... if you've managed to read this entire and you still didn't close this site please take some extra time and let me know why I'm doing all this really?
I'm pretty sure I'm not the only blogger with these feelings so I guess this could be an interesting topic for many people when it comes to the reactions. But then again, there probably won't be more than five or so from people I can already guess who they'll be...

end of rant.

*) Not all of them are mine, 13 or so are
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